unspoken words

why do people need to experience so many feelings in life
don't you feel it hard sometimes?
human are easily get control by its feeling
this is the weakest point for most of the human
and i know there is someone who is strong enough to control their emotion

it was a long hours flight from UK to Malaysia
and it was my first time to go back since a year
before boarding, i keep thinking would there be any changes
no matter the place, people or things...

unfortunately, some changes and some did not.
and of course, i have changed as well!

i realized it happen few times
and im sure that there is conflict between us
and i really dislike it

i really really hate it!
things were happen like this...
we were on the way to grandma house for buffet dinner
due to the traffic on that day,
D suggest use another route
thus M just follow what he said
but M not sure which route D really want
at last, D shouted go that shortcut way!
"how come you don't know the route?"

when i heard that, i was like What the Fuck!
Why you need to shouted like you are the king!
Cant you just said it softly?
Cant you just volume down your voice?

I cant really tahan so i shouted back at him
this was my very first time talk louder at him in my life
cuz i REALLY ANGRY!
i rmb my heartbeat very fast and my tears wanna drop
but i hold back cuz i know later i hv to face all my relatives
ended up "ok, enough." by M.

after that, i dont feel like talking to anyone...
im sad... helpless sad...
seriously i dont really like my life here
i would rather go to a place which i can make my own decision
no one can affect me and do what i wanna do
but in reality, I CAN'T!
this makes me sad....
cuz i cant change...
this is fact...

recently

what am i doing for the past few weeks?

1. preparing documents for visa purpose

2. watching korea drama

3. and submitted all my documents and wait for the visa

now, my visa is still processing

waiting for the calling and go collect it

while waiting

im gonna start preparing my luggage

the first time leave house so long

dunno when to start prepare

quite challenging

oh ya, i got my HEBE 2nd album

free coupons

today went to Greenbox with high school mates

and i got the free coupons 

actually should be have one

but the cashier give me another extra

whee.... leaving with a smiling face!

from CHINA

oh boy, she is coming back today, from CHINA

lol~why i keep highlight the words CHINA

because she is quite sensitive when we called her 'CHINA GIRL'

just for fun :)

anyway, welcome back to MALAYSIA

preparing

currently, no outings with friends

have to concentrate in revision 

oh no, now should be in holiday,

but something i didnt did well in the past!

i got my future plan

in order to make it true,

start doing it

and remember,

everything happens for a reason

home cooking

this was my first time cooked the dish

i was helping my brother to prepare the ingredients 

 preparing...

before...

ready to serve...

taste not bad! seriously... 

first time was consider succeed :)

serve with this rice

have you ever seen this kind of rice?

it is 'black rice' mix with normal white rice

and ofcuz, it is healthy!!!  

taste was just like normal rice

rice?

i learned a lesson

rice, yeah, the rice that we usually consume

has different type/colour/shape and ofcuz the name

when the seller was dealing with the customer

i keep listening what the seller said/explain

and i realised, wow, rice got so many types and

so many ways to make it 

and ofcuz each of them is healthy and good for our body

and also

have u ever see 'dog rice'?

haha, here is it!

true, it is for dog

the seller said, it can reduce the problem of dropping fur 

and the dog will become healthy!

WoW, so 'fresh' for me!!!

-bersih- clean?

news

media

newspaper

magazine

facebook

twitter

even weibo

everywhere BERSIH

does it really 'clean' at the end?

i dunno....

but at the back of this stories,

there are some touching, annoying, unfair, idiot news

and dunno wat is police for?

they juz be there for making the situation more worst...

useless police! 

shame on u!

DISAPPOINTED

start moving

still a month left
and time is still sufficient
i should start now and aim for my destination
yeah, this is the right way and best way for me

a little a day
i think i can do it

hot sunny day

the sun was so hot and bright today
today's mission is to terminate Digi broadband
thus, went to Digi Center with brother @ BBT

it was so hard to find a single parking there
if you really want to park you car at a proper parking lot,
basement parking is available, RM2 per entry (wahse, eat money meh)
thus, we parked at illegal place :p

while waiting for brother,
i looked around the environment
if it is at night, i guess the environment was not bad
and there are few restaurant and bar here
beside is Premier hotel, and i saw 'Overtime' too
it is a good place for teenage to chill out

cant snap 'Overtime', its too far from the camera =.=


and finally,
my brunch

one of the klang famous 'pai kut rice' !
you should have a try if you are here :)
highly recommended

IF

人生中有许许多多的事情要发生

无论是好是坏 我们都不能控制

发生的已成事实 我们只能接受后果

当然 在这之前 我们有权利选择把事情的严重性减到最低

但 往往我们就被已发生的坏事情感到后悔

这时 我们脑中自然而然就会产生许许多多的问号

为什么？ 怎么会这样？ 如果当初.....

所以人生中充满了选择

而每个选择都充满了意义

即便是不满意也得接受

接受了才慢慢把事情放下

在放下的那个时候 往往是最难的

不管怎样 都得放下

如果放不下 那就会是心中的困扰 抹也抹不掉

不要让生命中充满了困扰

每件事情都有两面 正面 负面

所以 我们不要对负面的事情耿耿于怀

它不值得让我们一直带在身边

负面总是要抹掉 好让正面来填满位置

因为这才是人生

这是我最近体会到的

一起共勉~

happy birthday, my dear friend

happy turning to 21st !!!

hope u like the surprise at 2 april 1200am

and also ur birthday dinner :)

* more photos will upload soon... stay tuned... :)

happy birthday 330

oh, my little princess

happy birthday

may ur wishes come true

i need a sunshine day

these few days weather so cold

raining almost everyday

can see everywhere with the wet wet floor

ish, hate it especially when i wanna walk to/back from school

and 

the water heater for hostel bathroom spoiled

everyday have to bath with COLD water

preciously, still can tahan

but due to the cold weather

i tak boleh tahan la

flu is coming, pls dun come

keep sneezing frequently

i need a sunshine all the day

quote of the day *Explained so much, but it’s like I am blaming that you don’t understand. *

23 march 2011, 8:51pm

bored saturday

holiday is gonna end soon

final exam is coming soon

phew....when think of the finals

feel stress la, god!

y m i so lazy to pick up the notes

i would rather to watch drama

instead of do revision / assignment

izit the student normal pattern?

i dunno, but i think i cant continue doing nothing

what for tomorrow, after i finish all the things i wanna do

then i will start prepare for finals

and get ready for the WAR !!!

quoted for today *Pain makes you stronger, tears makes you braver, heartbreak makes you wiser, so thank the past for a better future.*

20 March 2011, 12:50am

say hi....

i admit im quite lazy to update here :(

i like to view other friend's blog,

but dunno will anyone view mine as well? hmm...

anyhow, i will keep updating my story and share my feelings here :)

so, stay tuned.........

* sometime, things happened must not be the truth that you seen. *

16 March 2011, 3:56pm

old friends gathering

29 Jan 2011

J3 reunion with some classmates

some is really no contact for long time

a bit nervous when i saw them

scare of making the atmosphere down/silent

but still have some who will talk some joke

and make us laugh :)

 best friend ever - andrew

lost contact friend and finally found them

zhi kang & ganic boo (mr curtain-his hair style)

all of us

~and nice to meet u guys on that night~

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30 Jan 2011

another kong come gang outing to sunway giza @ kota damansara

went there for sing k @ teoheng ktv studio

we sang many classic song

and learn some meaningful song

and welcome tavia for joining us

guests for that day

me, steph, bit, kelly, parliah & her sis tavia

ah man & yuan fai

this 2 man enuf for bringing a lots of joke 

for us to laugh till die

and specially thx to parliah for her co-operation :)

really laugh many on that day

someone laugh till tears came out! 

 kelly: ah man, help us to take pic! half body can d.

(our half body means top half)

ah man: ok.

me & kelly see the pic was like =.=lll

kelly keep laughing and i ask where is our head!

a funny moment for us :)

dinner for that day 

a vege restaurant @ 1u

damn expansive for the food and tea!

the proportion for the food so small

and the price is not suitable for it lo...!

but 1 thing is the food nice la.

miss the girl's talk for today, aikssss :(

2 feb 2011, 2:16am

ready for CNY???

i dun like home cleaning, seriously

its a tiring job

so, lets the maid do tat and we pay for it

better than we do it by ourselves

--------------------------------------------------

'each a cup' has now open in our campus

hooray, next time can bring it to class

while teacher is teaching

im enjoying :p

omo, my two very close ji mui finally found their partners

it was shocked / fast / surprising / happy for me

i can feel the love feeling around u guys

so when is my turn... im waitng... :)

28 januanry 2011, 3:00am

welcome back, Selina

it was already about 3 months, 90 days 

and finally, today is your big day

welcome back, my dearest Selina

i thought you will be back home tomorrow

but it is quite glad that you can back home ealier

and i think you miss your lovely home and pinky so badly

when i sign in my fb

i saw a lot of news was about you

and i felt shocked at that moment

is it true? is it you?

well, dun worry, you still remain unchange

just a bit more chubby than b4

when i view the conference video

my tears dropped 

i felt touch and happy

so glad that you can discharged from the hospital

it still a long long way to go in future

but dun upset, be optimistic

and we all will still beside you forever

video link http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hevQFQOT65M&feature=player_embedded#!



19 Jan 2011, 11:20pm

busy work, pity her

yesterday around 930pm

i received beatrice's called

she asked me out for dinner and

she just finished her screening event

yet, hvn take her dinner :(

when u look at her

u can understand

how tired she was

how hungry she was

how angry she was

her colleague ran away in the half way of screening

and just pass all the things for her

she was still new for taking up an event

so, she was quite kelam kabut during the screening =.=

this is what we can see in a work force place

what kind of person that u may meet in future

 

12 jan 2011, 3:15pm