feel like my tears are dropping down
but in front of you all
i would not cry, just to pretend that i'm ok
but at that moment,
i just can hold my breath
and release it when no one is around me
especially at mid night
it helps me to think deeper and reflect myself
i had already keep telling myself to forgive you
but then, you still....
i really don't know what to say about you
maybe what you think is the right
but for me, sometimes NO
and
i really really hate that you help me to decide something
i just wish to have my own rights to decide
and i'm not a kid anymore, please
because it happen to me, not you!
few times wanna let you know what's my feeling
but it failed when it comes in front of you
what i want to say is
please behave as a responsible person, try to think of others
otherwise, i don't know what i will do next time
and hope you won't regret at last!!!
i'm totally pissed off just because of u!
i know i should not do that, but sometimes, i lost my control!
No comments:
Post a Comment